der’s so much to do…der’s so much to do…but i dun hv dat muc time to do. how? d to-do list is getting longer & longer & longer…*pouts* and i dun seem to hv dat kind of energy to tahan anymore. y ah? am i sick of it? no more motivation? wic one? haiz haiz…
5 more days to d holy month…d month to test my inner strengths…d month to lose some weight (i hope). d stomach has been having it too good lately. lucky stomach!
wat is it now? wat am i saying ah? ahh…duno la.
confused myself.
…well, it was a wrong move. i shldn’t hav made dat those decisions. i’m regretting dem now. but its too late.
sigh…sigh…sigh
k, nehmind. it’s a lesson learnt. let’s juz take it dat he mis-used d opportunity dat was given to him. all dat was entrusted to him, is lost. i really meant it as lost. i doubt he can ever redeem it anymore…too bad for him la.
now, i’ll hv to be strong - to take watever is to come …in d next few days, weeks…till d day in sept.
i hv to be der for those tears. cnt bring myself to see u in agony.
For a moment, i thought i was quite free this week. No mtgs…no discussions…no appointments…no dates…Yeahhh!!! So happy…so free…*peace*
From monday-wednesday…i simply did wat was on my to-do list. As long as i finish them by d end of d day, i leave ofc smiling. Occasionally, i’ll take breaks in between to chat, to crap…walk walk abit…take some fresh hot air (???) out der…
Thursday – errrghhh! Some man out der are simply I_ _ _ _ A _ING! I tink most men…their brain is down der. Spoil my afternoon! Stooopid u!
Den…another INC_ _ _ _ _ _ BLE man…no…he should still be a boy! A 30 over years old..acting like a 15 years old! He is a goner. All i can say about him is…TRY HARDER!
Let’s forget about d 2 dudes. @$%#^%!
As i was going through my emails…clearing dem…i see myself sinking into d seat deeper and deeper. Alamak! Got alot to follow-up la dey! Shucks! Imagine i was happily taking my own sweet time d past few days…happy go lucky…slack slack…*faints*
Now i have less than 2 weeks to settle all! Else i can’t continue my next journey in peace…ok ok! Time to focus! Let’s not get into d holiday mode yet.
Almost a week back from holidays…still no time in hand to upload photos & review.
Rest one day…
Switched to office mode: Werk werk werk…discussions…meetings…then, fell sick.
Exercise abit…hee! Feels good. Still sick.
Became a tour guide for a day. Leisure Go-Kart (for me) *smilez* I’m proud of d little ones. Dey are more responsible now. I think dey are quite lovable too. *grinz* Thumbs Up! Still a sicko.
Sunday sucks abit. Especially d morning. Some ppl is simply freaking rude. Neva look at herself in d mirror. Tsk tsk!Rude woman! The day gets better as my screw wen loose … with some alike-minded company, it wen looser! Haha!
Now i’m wondering. Am i such a clown to some? Some ppl juz cnt stop laughing looking at me. Is it my face…or wat? Especially tonite…i think i entertained her till she zonked out!
And i’ve not fully recovered.
It’s 2.36am. Meeting d rest at 6.15am. A plane to catch at 8.10am.
I’m not feeling excited at all. Feels so heavy to go…y…..
I can’t leave an unsettled business…sigh
Something happened today. I wun blog about it…yet.
Confused. Hurts.
What next??
On a lighter note – after 2 years 1 month 25 days serving d co., d unexpected but sweetest thing happened.
My YEC Members
It’s sweet. Really. I’m touched.
I feel appreciated.
The thought that they thought of me…is really nice.
Thank you guys 
Thank you. It’s a nice gift. But i duno wat is it for. I duno y is it given to me. Can I know if there’s a meaning behind it? There should…i’m sure. But y? Haiz. Dis is tough. Really tough.
I duno wat to do with it now.
