Upset because of work

ya…again. by d same fool. d same dog.

work is making me feel very unhappy lately. ppl are juz watching silently. more than 10 ppl are watching d episodes.  i’m suffering d most. all dey ever say is “dun bother abt him”, “relax”, “take it easy”…so easy for them to say. dey are not me. dey dun understand. dey dun feel wat i feel. hence dey can dun bother/relax/take it easy.

and wat else should i wait for? how long more is d wait? wat is next? wat will u do…? i guess, if no one helps, i’ll do it myself. i cnt let myself lie so low to be humiliated anymore! der’s a level to my tolerance! it’s been long enough.

if i get no help, u wun get mine either. i’ll think thoroughly now….to make a choice. my choice could be victory to one…but will not be for long. i promise.

stop barking at me dog! i’m not a dog like u!

D for…

• Dimwit
• Despicable
• Disgraceful
• Dreadful
• Dishonourable
• Disrespectful
• Damn!
• Dilemma

Not one but two.

differences.

they made a difference to my life today…juz wif a simple line. twice.

and i’m contented.

3 Days of Slacking = *PINCH*

For a moment, i thought i was quite free this week. No mtgs…no discussions…no appointments…no dates…Yeahhh!!! So happy…so free…*peace*

From monday-wednesday…i simply did wat was on my to-do list. As long as i finish them by d end of d day, i leave ofc smiling. Occasionally, i’ll take breaks in between to chat, to crap…walk walk abit…take some fresh hot air (???) out der…

Thursday – errrghhh! Some man out der are simply I_ _ _ _ A _ING! I tink most men…their brain is down der. Spoil my afternoon! Stooopid u!

Den…another INC_ _ _ _ _ _ BLE man…no…he should still be a boy! A 30 over years old..acting like a 15 years old! He is a goner. All i can say about him is…TRY HARDER!

Let’s forget about d 2 dudes. @$%#^%!

As i was going through my emails…clearing dem…i see myself sinking into d seat deeper and deeper. Alamak! Got alot to follow-up la dey! Shucks! Imagine i was happily taking my own sweet time d past few days…happy go lucky…slack slack…*faints*

Now i have less than 2 weeks to settle all! Else i can’t continue my next journey in peace…ok ok! Time to focus! Let’s not get into d holiday mode yet.

Not too much but…

…a little was given to me.

The man in d office, somehow, indirectly i will say – gave me a little of hope.

Wif dat, i shall perservere a little bit longer ( i hope).

I believe, wif hope – i wun be lonely.

Pheewwwww!

Yup…its really a GREAT sigh of relief. *Smilez*

Today’s over…but its not really over yet. More to come. Still cannot rest yet. Let me take a breather…i promise i’ll re-energized! So looking forward to coming weekend…d road-trip!

Tired? Yes.

Out of the blue…suddenly – he said to me “I’m so tired of working already…” I nodded. Agreeing to him without a doubt. How?

Anyway, how about dis peeps? Should i?

nike-dunk-destroyer-black

upfront & upclose

Somebody tell me pls…should i?

i need a break.

der’s juz more reasons to make me not like my job now. aside the ppl at work (uurrgggh!), the insensitivity, the political stuffs, the spoon feeding, over-compassionate…bleah!

as d phrase goes “rules are meant to be broken” – so true.

let’s not waste our more of my time.

My Day’s Routine. Perfect?

It was a normal working day…woke up juz at d rite time…though i still can’t make it on time (duno whyyyyy!), but i shall keep trying. I know i can do it! Yea…normal working day…not d so peak period. Someone came over to lunch wif me..thanks beauty!

Wen for a house visit…which gave me a chance to know wat d outside world is really like wif ppl living in not so muc of a comfort…wif 3 kids…no milk powder (how can?? who shall we blame for dis?)..so i interviewed them…wif eyes rolling to every corner of d house…trying to phrase my qns in a tricky manner so dat she’ll spill d beans..haha! (I’ve got other sources of info laa…)

Anwe, got a call from home to buy some instant porridge bac for d little one. Got home…cooked d porridge, woke d little one up..showered her & fed her. Do i sound like a perfect homemaker wif kids? Haha! Yea..had lots of practice till d point that i was told i’m all ready.

Soon after, i wen to giv My Civic a good wash. It was really a thorough one; inside out. Wat i liked about washing car is: 1) It alwaz look so sexy & cool wen its clean & sparkling. 2) I feel fresh driving in it. 3) Its a form of exercise for me. 4) It gives me a real sense of satisfaction. 5) All in all – Nothing beats d feeling of having a sexy, cool, freshed Civic & of coz…d satisfaction!

My fren whom accompanied me asked, “2 years oreadi?” I said, “Dis Nov ah…” She said, “Still look new to me…like juz yesterday.” She realli noe how to make me feel good. Haa!

Yea…so dat was my routine for d day.

Was dat my perfect day? Will i be content if it’s like dis everyday?

Work…will neva end

One after another…its really taking a toll on me. But i love my job. *Oooppppps! Did i juz say smthing dat i shldn’t?* Yea but anwe, dis week is another hectic one. Many many things to do wif so little time. I hope those little ones will really help me out…

Let’s juz look forward to d not so long break wic is coming along….countdown…7 more days…