Could have been better.

Last night was…an experience. Even Jie Jie said i have the bored face. Mayb, it’s d duty. Nehmind.

But well…i enjoyed looking @ people. D way they move, jump, shake, etc…and some really danced well. Cool! Also, d many many sleazy moments which was “aired” for d rest to see. Keke!

DJ Sassy P was good. Loved her set. Those pumping music – Power!

Luckily, der were ppl around for me to interact & groove wif occasionally. Else, i guess even the redbull wun work ;p

Overall, City Alive! was not too bad. Mite consider attending d next year. Altho it gives me a lil’ ache. Hehe!

Oh! Der’s one more thing dat i enjoyed watching! *SMILEZ*

But still, … as d title says…

D.U.N.N.O

I wan A. I wan B. I wan A & B. Whether i get A or B, depends on either. Wat if i get neither? I oni have myself to blame. So undecisive.

I cnt believe dis. I guessed it right d 1st time. I knew it wld happen. It did. I cnt decide to be happy or otherwise for dis. I’ll choose to leave it.

I’m thinking of something…but i duno wat is it. Its so scattered up here. Juz dun feel good. Something is not right. Wat should i do? It’s bothering me too muc.

Should i go? Mayb i should; to sort it out.

Let’s stick to living by d day.

Record broken.

People change.

He changed. For d better…i think. It shocked me. But will others take it in d right channel? Or dey’ll take advantage of d situation? Beats me. Better be d former. Somehow, i feel dat something is not right somewhere. Dat gutsy feeling towards dem…hmmm…undescribable. I cld hv read too muc.

I remember he said dis to me – If u r calculative, der’ll be no harmony. I agree. It does make sense. But still…its dem. Dey juz can’t buy me over.

SideTRACK – Did u guys read d pprs on wed & today? They really made a CLOWN of demselves laa…where’s ur sportmanship la dey!  Tsk tsk!

It Strucked…Twice. How?

It’s really not easy to have dat someone to be supporting & really be behind u in all dat u wan to do or wat u like to do. Married or attached if d support is not der…oh well. Esp if d other half givs no support…aarrrghh! At one moment, dey say dey do. At another, dey nag, shout, scream, whine, etc…and make u feel dat wat u’ve been doing is a waste of time…is nothing. But wat if it’s really smthing dat we, as an individual like? Wat if it’s a hobby, interest, passion?

Then again, it cld be d individual’s fault too. Somehow, prioritizing ur wants, needs & responsibilities play a part. If u want to do something for urself, u also hv to give dat fair bit of time to others and not complain later. Dat shld not give anyone any room to whine or scream. Haiz. Again…it all depends on how u look at life. Wat u wan. How u wan others to see..or feel. It’s a choice.

Now wat? How? One person’s move cld affect d rest. Haiz. Hope dey’ll solve dis peacefully. *Cross my fingers*

*Anybody can make a difference to someone’s life*