Something is not right.

When i dun feel good, i keep eating. Non-stop.

I have fast-ed for 4 days. Look at wat I had for break fast from Mon – Thurs:

Monday: 2 bowls of mee bandung, 1/2 a burger, a few portions of chicken briyani, 2 glass of tea & a glass of syrup.

Tuesday: Macaroni mix (fried & soup), thai fried bananas, kuih-kuih, 2 glass of tea

Wednesday: A plate of rice wif all these dishes – bbq stingray, salted egg prawn, kailan beef cooked in oyster sauce, sweet & sour chicken, 2 glasses of tea, apple strudel (for supper), glasses of water

Thursday: 8 otak-otak, super big roti john, glass of milo + (and der was a buffet spread at work)..so had a plate of bee hoon with 2 pc of sweet & sour fish, kailan in oyster sauce, mixed vege, fried wanton, 2 glasses of orange syrup…den had a bowl of green bean soup.

On top of all these, every morning when i wake up for sahur, i eat a plate full of rice. Then go back straight to slp! No joke. I think its scary.

In fact, i’ve been craving for mcdonald’s fries since tuesday nite & i hav a box of the best grade durians (sponsored) waiting for me now….*drools*

Oh ya – I’m gorging all these food down, with “2 visitors” in my mouth — Mr & Mrs Ulcer. Sucks! It hurts ok! But i hav to eat! And i heard mum saying, “2mrw’s menu for break fast - Chilli Crab!”

Well well…i better control it.

ps: Guess wat??! It was not until 6.30pm den i realized that the driver’s seat of My Civic was half closed = CAR WAS NOT LOCKED!!! *slaps myself*

My Day’s Routine. Perfect?

It was a normal working day…woke up juz at d rite time…though i still can’t make it on time (duno whyyyyy!), but i shall keep trying. I know i can do it! Yea…normal working day…not d so peak period. Someone came over to lunch wif me..thanks beauty!

Wen for a house visit…which gave me a chance to know wat d outside world is really like wif ppl living in not so muc of a comfort…wif 3 kids…no milk powder (how can?? who shall we blame for dis?)..so i interviewed them…wif eyes rolling to every corner of d house…trying to phrase my qns in a tricky manner so dat she’ll spill d beans..haha! (I’ve got other sources of info laa…)

Anwe, got a call from home to buy some instant porridge bac for d little one. Got home…cooked d porridge, woke d little one up..showered her & fed her. Do i sound like a perfect homemaker wif kids? Haha! Yea..had lots of practice till d point that i was told i’m all ready.

Soon after, i wen to giv My Civic a good wash. It was really a thorough one; inside out. Wat i liked about washing car is: 1) It alwaz look so sexy & cool wen its clean & sparkling. 2) I feel fresh driving in it. 3) Its a form of exercise for me. 4) It gives me a real sense of satisfaction. 5) All in all – Nothing beats d feeling of having a sexy, cool, freshed Civic & of coz…d satisfaction!

My fren whom accompanied me asked, “2 years oreadi?” I said, “Dis Nov ah…” She said, “Still look new to me…like juz yesterday.” She realli noe how to make me feel good. Haa!

Yea…so dat was my routine for d day.

Was dat my perfect day? Will i be content if it’s like dis everyday?